Hey today was an unlucky day as i had a quarrel with one of my family members regarding on my school matters. when it comes to sch matters i hated to dicuss that with my family member and relatives. They would usually say that i am the 'black sheep' of my whole family as my results compared to all my other cousins were a big difference. OMG! i am so upset by that. I hated when my father or mother compared me to my other cousins and even my elder brother. I would usually say that i am myself and not other people. I hated this so much since i was sec 1. Even sch friends are much more different than my primary sch friends. I wonder when my parents will fully understand me. I felt that my parent do not understand me enough when i grow older, they are always telling me same things that i heard many times. They do not understand the problems that i faced in school.0uch!!! it hurts........I had never come across in my life to see that my parents so angry about me when it comes to sch matters....Even my father asked me to give up on wushu but i said i could not...when it comes to wushu, my passion for that sport is too strong. I am willing to give up most of my time for that and now my father asked me to stop suddenly.I could not accept it but pleaded him. He then agreed but in one condition. He said i would need to produce good results and he will not interfere in my life. I immediately agreed to that but when i am thinking about it, i felt that it is not that simple to concentrate both on study and wushu. Its is going to be a rough journey, and i knew it long ago....haha today quite sad cause i got scolded by my family members for not concentrating on school matters.....but nevermind still gotta work hard enough for my national exam and 2011 national inter-school wushu championships..... yay! i felt much better after saying my feelings and thoght in my hearts.....Eruka....