my BIG dreams

All there while long , i have been wanting to say my dreams kept long in my heart. I had this long dream of becoming a singapore national athlete of wushu.I think that it is very hard to achieve for me due to my quite low standard in wushu.And i am left with not many time to train for competition. That is a dream that worries me at the same time.This year i am also taking my national exemaination, so i have not much time to train harder.This big dream i had seems to be so far from me. I never think that i had a chance to get into the elite team of singapore. I really had a buring passion for that, but i cant seems to improve that much.But the most important thing of all, i did not give up. i knew in my mind that i had to fight this battle till the end and if halfway i gave up, the game has ended.Nowadays, competiton amoung other school and even school team mates is tough.I gotta go for it.WHAT SHOULD I DO TO ACHIEVE MY BIG DREAM.......? I feel that i am lost and felt helpless. WHAT SHOULD I DO TO ACHIEVE MY BIG DREAM.....?