A Rough Day

Today i had my n levels oral exam in the sch hall... i was sooooo nervous but still i kept a smile on my face....(which i always do).... The topic wasnt really that easy but i think i probably can pass wan. The examinators or friendly towards me man...... After oral went out of hall and i saw my friend jing jie and he told me got 'surprise' meeting for all the wushu captains and vice captains..... i was free at that time so i went to accompany them with the new teacher in charge for our sch wushu. I really hate to mention that after sec 4 which is this year, i hated to step down as a sch team vice-captain and concentrate on my studies.... I wish that i could stay in that foever...sounds unrealistic... I felt that i down there like extra as all the new teachers in charge for wushu do not welcome me to go for training... I was like very sad and angry..... One of the teacher even told me off in a sacartic manner that not to train anymore.... I told her that i always treated wushu is part of my piorty, i cannot give it up, and if i do, the whole game has ended. I told the teachers that i wanted to have another opportunity to compete in the next years 2011 inter sch wushu championships, but she was like kinda ignoring me leh.....in my mind i thinking...what the hell man... Thats was really something very annoying and make me feel angry. But after i rethink maybe for next year competition, i may not be going as i think that i am not ready for the competition... i really need to honed my skills to perfection in order to stand out a better chance.... I once made a promise that i would try me best to excel in wushu....