The story Of a girl (in my school)

I felt so like funny feeling that i talk about this girl. Today i went sch for geography prelim exam and went very early to sch to study with my 2 of my best friends dominic and shi hsiang... We were all revising very seriously and later i started off by talking about our sch life and then dominic talked into targets and goals. Finally he came to a point that about our love life in sch......All the 3 of us know exactly who each other likes....Myface immediately turned red caused i dun know what to say but i just wanted to carry on the conversation with them but when i seriously think that when they mention the to me that i like hung shen.... I was like so nervous not because i liked her but i only treated her as a normal friend in sch but my friends kept saying that i and her are like one big differences... I began to think what the difference is and they said that hung shen is a very open girl who loves to makes around and have very high hopes of herself....sounds like very civilised and high class right but i do not understand that why i had to face such things in life that i am so different from her. They say i am not so civilised person casue of the environment i mixed around in and i always have a target or goals that i always long to achieved...... I was like so sad .... lol