As Far As Possible

Today mark my first day of having a gym membership, and tmr i will start training soon, espicially my cardio, i haven been doing it for weeks... Tmr early morning i will head to the gym... hahax kinda feel great, there are many strong people there... But i thoughts are that these people who train at the gym were twice bigger in size than me( i am not refering to muscular) and they too take protein powder... However, their muscles shape do not look as tonned as mine, anyway i am not trying to show off or what but this is what i swa from my eyes, futhermore the weight i am using is some where near as heavy as the weight that they are using... OMG! I will always try to keep my form as perfect as possible when doing barbell curls in the mirror at the gym but to my surprise these people at the gym seems to used more weight by a little than me but they keep jerking and swinging their arm... How funny is that??? I dun understand why would they wan to do that??? During my barbell curls, i try to keep my elbows as lock as possible, so to maximise my biceps movements as far as possible...and also not getting hurt from carrying so much weight.. Ooooooh! Now i am currently benching pressing 15kg at home! sounds little right??? Nevrmind it sound like i am a weakling right??? Wait ofr me i am going to 20kg soon my goal of bench pressing weight is 50kg... I need to work a little harder more.. Anyway i must also prepare for work tooo.... haiz so sianzzzzz!!!

I had some thought in my mind, i wanted to get a girlfriend soon and be involved in a relationship... Beacuse i felt bored and at leat some one could accompany me... Hahahah we will see about that real sooon... MY 2 BIGGEST WISH FOR CHRISTMAS IS TO GET A GOOD POINT FOR O LEVELS AND THE SECOND IS TO GROW TALLER TO AT LEAST 170CM... Pls pls pls ful fill my wish... hahax anyway Bye! Aniyo!!!!