It has been a long time since i have wrote a post; okay first of all, Yo! long time no see man! hahax i have went throught alot in my life and i wanted to write it all down....Oh by the way i have been posted to republic poly to study biomedical science course man! I had no choice but to travel so far. I went on to complete my enrollment process and bought a lap top which i am using now to write this post... Hahax it cost me a huge sum of money just to purchase this lap top....
I have been thinking in my mind, FUCK THE WORLD man, how in the hell that i am so short when i am alr 18 yeard of age , damn i am thinking that everytime, everyday solutions to make myself grow taller and taller, my current height is 158cm now, damn fuck the world and i am 51 kg due to weight lifting, i am trying my best to pack on as much muscles as i could... BTw from my previous post i said i was bench pressing 22.5 kg or something, now i am bench pressing 32kg right now but i am dead worreid that the increasing weight of bench pressing will stunt my growth and make me look shorter and shorter...damn i am so afraid of that, now i would think twice abt bench pressing. I am trying to do as many streching exercises everday from now, i really need to grow tall damn it really affects my confidence and self esteem in the public at how i interacts with the others. I have been doing alot of chest training these few days and i am hitting them real hard and i hit my triceps too... I could see developments in them... which i am happy, but on the other hand, i am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so short short short short shot short man man man !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am angry, sad, dejected,and all the other sad feelings...
Pls god! if it would be my last wish in the wholre wide world, let me grow taller pls... I really really really really wanted to grow taller.Tmr going to watch a movie with freinds , damn i hate going out, i am really afraid of ppl saying something nasty abt my height...
Anthony Fighting!!!!!
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