I am at my Ends!

Today is labour day and now i am staying at home writing this post. Later i will be meeting min teck and the rest for a zi char feast.... For these few days i had alot of thoughts in my mind going on. About the girl rejecting me, that thing is alr long gone in my mind , so dont fret about it. Now i wanna talk about my studies grade in rp. Sad to say that my grades are dropping from bad to worst. I feel that my classmates do not even deserve an 'A' grade but she still get an 'A' grade. What is this? I felt that my poly facilitators loved to use 'favouritism' aka biased to grade people on thier work. Which i fucking hate that. My grades have been droppping and my dream to enter a university is one step futher from my reach. From now on, no more playing a fool around, i need to focuss my mnd and give a serious me in every module. It is a crucial time for me, i need to wake up now before it is too late. I hope the facilitators would change thier voew of me.... I want to get an 'A' grade so badly. For the wushu part, i have been to my second training in rp. I feel that ppl there are very friendly and they always welcome you no matter what. Now i am currently learning fanzi quan. It is a very fun routine to learn and i cant wait to master the taolu. I wish to compete IVP 2012 this year and i wanna win something. Btw, i still got a huge problem in JI BEN GONG as my legs could not keep straight. Btw, yesterday i get to know few wushu friends such as jonathan, xiang ting and timonty. Hahax they are all fun ppl to get along with. I wish that i could do more streching at home but i cant now. Beacause my leg is still pain. So far in my years os wushu, i do not have any long terms injury. I guess i am lucky enough to have say that. JUst beacuse i so long never touch wushu after i graduated from BGSS, i need to gain back the mometum real fast and catch up with the others. Okay i will stop writing here, hope both my studies and wushu will go smooth... Whatever the obstacles , i still have to face it no matter what. So that these could at least lighten my load and yeah! i could attend other problems in my life. Cya! stay strong, fighting!