Things are never the same for what i used to think at home. I used to think in my dreams that it is very simple to achieve something but when i meet smething in real life that it is hard for me to say it out. Let me tell u something of myself, i get really shywhen there are alot of ppl around me, i do not know why of a reason but i just cant put that away. Pls help me! i really wanted to tell someone of my feelings to her, but i am sure that i am raelly shy of telling it to her...this morning in the bus , i really thought of something that i wwnat to tell her, but when i really see her in person, i could not tell her anything, not even to stare in her eyes, i really hope that she would say me a question or 2.

Am i really out of my mind, i should be focusing on my dreams and goals, i got some unfinished buisiness here, ans i really want to finish it fast...i cant think of what to happen next but what i can think of now is that i am in a shy mode now.