I Can't Guess

There are many things in life indeed that we cant just assume or guess. When the outcome is made know to you, you will just feel very depressed or somewhat maybe get a shock out of your whole entire life. There are countless things that i perfer not to know about the outcome. It just cant get off my mind. The truth is hard but i need to overcome it, i will not fall. These few days, i have been telling my friend that he has something that i will not have... This made him very curious but actually in my heart i am dieing to have this 'advantage' at my comand. I feel depressed man, nevermind i just concentrate on my workouts, wushu and my studies. Others will be put aside. FML!