For Close Yet So Far

have been doing lots of dieting and training to prepare for the endurance run the following tuesday... i hope everthing will be fine and i dont have to worrying about anything... Damn tmr i still got wushu, i think i go on monday and skip on friday because just to get one last 10 km run to ensure myself in place... I just did a workout, hahax my bench press weight increases... I am really happy happy for that...arrr anyway another round of exam is around the corner, dammmit it lah, so fast i cant even do the things i wanna do... Dumb fuck sia, i never thought that myself will be in this pathethic state...:( this few days i have reading alot about and even asking alot about horscope.... I AM AN AQUARIUS MAN!!!!! OMG my love relationship is sooo complicated even i dun even understand it myself.... I am compatiable with aries but not with cancer.... SAD, what the online descriptions of aquariius was sooooo true.... It is just like my online personality journal.....Like what it state, i take freedom above all things, i hated ppl to take my freedom away from me and perhaps i like a girl who is supportive in what i do... I like her to see the sunny side of things..... i dun see ppl on thier looks, cause i feel that appearanc are just some kind of ass shit thing.... but of course i am not saying i like a person who look like a hideous monster.... but rather i do not place appearance as one of the important factors..... I like individual and unique girls that have thier own thinking, ohhhhhhh, shit i spilled too much of my secrets! Hahax cya next time...