It's time to let go what's ahead of you

Today was a sulky day for me, i had to admitted it, as my face expressions and attitude recently shows it all... I saw a very nice quote on fb by scott herman, what he says 'GETTING CHALLENGED IN LIFE IS INEVITABLE, BUT GETTING DEFEATED IS OPTIONAL' damn i fucking love this.... This is soooo true....how i wish i could be a strong person....Our life is filled with challenges, i cant denied the fact these 'challenges' are hard to overcome sometimes, the more u wanted to get over it, the more it will try to eat u up.... Funny and contradictinng....I have to slap my head and give myself a wake up call, it is so tough for a one-sided love.....it is so tough to give up something that has alr taken part of you.... I d not believe that i cant overcome, i just have to bear another few weeks, then i am done! i will be in a fresh environment, however i still carry my memories with me.... Damn why are these thigs so painful, i dun want to go trought it if i have the chance....Be strong, if there is anything i can do to make it to the top, there is nothing that can stop me from forgeting this kind of one-sided love..... Hah, i feel i am making myself very cheap,,,, WTF! hahax i kinda have that feeling, fuck care everything, i have a 10km run infront of me, i better focus on that before i will fail everything,wake up wake up wake up anthony, you have to stay strong!!!!