Moving On To Another Part Of My Life

i guess i just got to know a truth throughtout the 18 years of my life.... I am very discouraged by it however it is time to move on with my life. I GOT NO PARENTS, ONLY BENEFACTORS THAT PROVIDE ME WITH EDUCATION... NOW THAT IS SOMETHING VERY CRUEL TO ME... however i choose to move on with my life, i want to forget the shit truth and now i am planning to graduate faster and maybe after serving my national service, i will move out of this house... i knew the fact that life in the outside world is not an easy one, but still i want to take on the challenge....Now currently i am year 1 in the polytechnic, in the blink of an eye, i will graduate out very fast...However i am now stuck with the CCE poin ts system becasue i regretted joining wushu that waste the half year of my time.... it is not the matter of having interest or not but rather it is being realistic with my goals.... I have no time to train, like this i have very slim chance of improving plus going home too late... I need to study, i want to go to a univeristy, i dun wan to suffer when i grow up....i am not very please with the coach too.... they always teach the stronger ones and wtf, i hardly have anytime to train in the carpet.... I AM A 'TALK ONLY NO ACTION' KIND OF GUY FOR SAY I AM QUITING WUSHU. I admitted the fact i am that...i am no saw loser.... anyway most of the rp wushu team ppl sucks except for some which is good and does not look down on ppl...But most of the year one ppl there are damn cunning.... One example, i will not say the real name but i would name this person name Peter..... Peter act like one person that he is not interested in wushu but in his heart he wanted to be the captain of the wushu team, that is for sure, i can sense his eagerness to be the top in the team however he will never be.... Thats for sure and peter's friend, who thinks that ppl with backgound in wushu are plai cocky.... That is just fucking bull shit that he can shove it in his own fucking monkey ass.... Beacuse he is just jealous that ppl are on top of him, and despite he is new to wushu.... fuck it, i dun give a damn to him, i am sure that if he happened to have background in wushu for example, he would be 10 times as cocky as compared to other people.... this is just bull shit, i fucking hate him, but anything that does not concern me anymore, i am leaving just concentrating on my life and most mportant thing to do:CCE points... that is the most concern of me rite now...... haiz gotta move on with my life......