A Touching Moment

Today i just witnessed a touching moment when a mother was teaching her very very very cute little son how to walk... She hold on to his hands, i could feel the utmost love for the mother to her son... Look at her son, he is so eager to take one step futher ahead of him... I love the touching moment when the little son is tired, the mother immediately spread her arms like an elegant eagle to carry him in her arms.... This moment touched me deeply, cause i am a kind of different person, i tend to like to be alone, i like the empty air without being disturbed... Perhaps from young up till now, i have been taking parental love and guidance or granted.... I feel that i am not like the other teenager of my age, people at my age tend to go out with families and bond with them.... But look at me, i ahve been independent for most of the things, i tend to regard family bonding as bullshit.... I think i got some kind of mental problem.... Haiz, it is hard to accept the fact, but i am just born this way, i do not want it to happen in this way, but i have no choice.... For me, i have a segeration between my parents and me.... I act, live, and do anything different from them.... People often says that i do not resemble my parents at all.... Today i received a email from RP, asking me to go for conselling, thats another bullshit that is goona waste my time.... But i feel that i need help in clearing all the dark doubts in my mind, they have been troubling me since when i was born in this world...Why am i so different from ppl, where at this time they are all enjoying their family dinner, while i need to sit in the dark and eating my dinner myself.....? Sometimes i feel myself going out of boundaries!