Echo

Today is the formal presentation day! And here am i, at home doing my own things. To be quite honest i am a little sad but i do not know what to do. I cant seems to adapt to the life in RP. I will be doomed if i cant do that. My father told me that the society is the kind of things that breaks ppl rice bowls if you are not careful... I am struck by what my father said....I could not believe the first time in my life that i chose to run away from situatuion that i could not solve... The problems lies in me. I take every single words, actions and feelings very seriously. The fact that i hate pathetic expressions on ppl face that makes me want to kill them.... I would rather say strong than being like a pathetic dog that ask for sympathy and pity from ppl.... This is something that i hate the most, hating all the miserable and pitiful face expressions which make my anger blow... It has been pass down to the last 3 days of my semester one, and i am however not ready for semester 2. Frankly speakng the challenges ahead of me is unknown and what i can do now is to prepare myself for the worst.... Next time i will not give in so easily, i will not run away fm situations that i could not solve... I have not even a drip of support from anyone but myself... I must stay strong! When semester 2 comes, it is just like something new is heading my way!