Endless Flaw In My Life

In everything i do, there seems to be flaws and mistakes happening in it. Even the smallest and tiny mistakes can annoy me to the max... I tried to be flawless and perfect in my target or task that i am dong but it turns out to have mistakes in it... I really hate the fact that i am 1000000000 miles away from being "perfect".... I hate and despise it.... It can be very disheartening when u are keen a learning a particular of interest, but people are trying to stop u from learning. PPL are just afraid if they give a small advantage, you would overtake them. They are just fucking gays that are afraid to compete and to win.... But however, this wont stop me... I will not rest until i catch you up.... I will not stop even it takes me an hour, a week , a month or even 10 years.... Dun worry, these are all barely opininon i have of some ppl around me... Even though i am not your opponent now, that does not mean i will lose forever.... I fucking hate the taste of losing, i hate it to the max, i wot stay at that level forever......Going through all these years, i figured out myself... I am a kind of person who will seat there and wait for help in times of trouble. similarly i will compete with ppl.....THis cant be changed.