New Look, New Style, Brand New

Okay i haven been quite free this days and i am always at home doing stuffs, working out and play chinese chess (wth). Hahax i guess i am gonna occupy myself with something else or i will get crazy... Anyway next week, i would have a bbq chillax session with my friends and time to take photos! Okay abt my blog, i feel so inferior and ashamed and bloggers claims that thier blogs have abt 300 to 400 view per day and famous blogger have 10k + views per days, i guess my blog view per day is less then 10.... Dun laugh it is the truth... However my blog is all abt personal life events which i wanted to listed it all down as it serve as a good memories to track back since the day when i am still a youth.... I guess i have to change the stlye of my writing in blog in the sense there is no slang, i will trying putting in more pictures when i get my cameras and also i will give my blog a new look, template whatsoever soooon! i guess my blog is drop dead boring when there is no pictures, videos but actually a whole block of words! damn next time i will lesssen my word limit and there it goes! i will try to make the number of views per day of my blog increase day by day! if not forver up till now i only with 2k + views which is damn pathetic. I will just have to improve my blog day by day, so patience!

Fashion Needs

I have been trying to learn all abt fashions of both men and women.... I seems obsessed with fashion even with the designers goods such as louis vuitton, marc jacobs and even armani.... I have been researching abt how fashions works and what is the lastest trend..... I really like the brand MARC by marc jacobs... The design of the apparel and goods are fairly good.... What i wante dto say that the design of tote bag is really good and it is designed specially for men... It is cool... have made up my mind that when my next new batch of clothes i am going to buy are going to include brands such as marc jacobs, abercrombie & fitch, H&M, TOPMAN and louis vuitton.... I know that it is going to be expensive but i am working more this week.....And i will try to post a review about the quality, opinions and information about the product i have bought....I have been staying at home this few days trying to recuperate my body, damn my delts is in pain maybe from my wushu training or my gym sessions.... I have been taking a control diet this few days... Next week, i will choing my wushu training, just because i wan to win the the upcoming IVP 2012...My senior year 3 is completing in the event same as me and he is GOOD in that routine... I hope that my one week of training will catch him up with the stadard....Pls i do not want to loose even i am the junior and i have not much experience.... I will catch him up but i am training in singapore, he is training in China which more wushu experts there to give him pointers... I have to be strong and my mindset will depend what result i am going to get!

WEAKLINGS

The weaklings i am referring to is the one wrting this post. That rights! It is me, i have to admitt that i am a weakling, a words only no actions... In anothers words, i am a big mouth who does boast all his ways, shit ass fucker... The main reason i said this is today i decicded to officially quit Wushu, i dun care what the commettiee says but my mind is set. I am going to quit wushu, due to the large lost of interests and the ppl there....Solely is the ppl there is the main reason that i quit.... So no choice, after all sports like wushu is not mine... I can only seat and envy other ppl training but the sad truth is i cant Resident evil Run, another 2 pts and Singapore national games , maximum 4 pts and also online quiz 1 pts and the RP open house with another 1 pts..... I will keep a look out from there after i come out of wushu...I will try to start a new begining.....But for now i have a very big storm to face, i am not sure whether i will pass this storm anot?

Fucking Stereotyper.....

I fucking hate stereotypers which generalise something with no informations that is very getting on my nerves... I fucking hate them, they say or claim things tthat are not true and perhaps they are ppl who are the fucking shit pussies.... They suck! The only thing to prove them wrong is to show them wht you are made off..... Some idiots love to stereotype that people with university educations will do better in aything than a polytecnnic student which is in his year one..... This is fucking DUMB TO HAVE SUCH A CLAIM... First i want to say that it is logical to say that a university student do have a higher education level and therefore they shoyld earn big money and does things better than people who have lower education than them.... It is logical to think this way.... But this is fucking bull shitttt....it is true that university education is gooood, i have no doubts against but is is a pussy for someone to predict the fate of someone using the fucking vagina skill 'stereotyping'....... Dumb fuck! I swear i will prove to some ppl that i am the one that is standing strong......wait for me!

DISHEARTENING facts

There seems to many things and factors should i say that could pull you anything in any point of your life.... Even in facebook pictures could pull u down... Even the slightest things could make a big impact in your life.... Also when one thing triggers the another, it would be endless and the party at the losing end is always the person who stay and never change his mind.... I mean if we find something that has no future, hope, expectations, we should not stay in there for so long or we will have a deep scar in our hearts and person as a whole...When seeing such things u have to put away personnal thoughts and move on in a realistic ways... Thi is hard to execute but also the best prevention to keep you from harm.... I find this hard to do and i have never execute it before.... There is one thing that i wanted to leave very long but i could not bear to do that as it has already became a part of me. Also it pains me when ever i am absent from it, i still keep the beautiful memories in me...... However i cant to kick it away or ignore it... I have always wanting to excel in that area but iFAILED, EPIC FAIL. i could not understand the reason why i failed... I saw photos on fb of people who sussceeded and went on very far and i am still at the same point.... I could not believe why i failed, people like me who failed???? WHY?

Dead End

I have just finished my UT exams in my life of year one sem one of rp. I was hoping for good results to come upon me except for the subjects maths which i ahve very little confidence in and i did not even put any effort into. However i still wish to get a recent garde with my own abilities. Also, yesterday i have a fun day out with friends at the singapore arts festival 2012... It was a nite street event that consists many arts show case, street performance and even hot spots at SOTA.... This is a very cool event and i wish i would go there often to watch the nite performance and enjoy the nite life there...In addition this is the first time where our poly friend hector has joined us in such kind of event... I enjoyed the times with him, his laughter has made the group more lively and i managed to took some photos wif him all on fb.....i do not upload the photos in blog due to the inconvience and also fb timeslines tells the story of me...hahaha i have some upcoming event like hiking, trip to henderson wave bridge , selina's 18 birthday and even singapore national game....hahaha this makes me wanna go all of them which i am going to do so.... Damn i wish today i could go out too but however i did not.... staying at home ake me rot esp with nothing to do....I would like to go more special events damn i am just waiting for the rite time to past....dun waste my time and besides i really hope my next semester 2 will be a fruitful one with awesome ppl in my class and alsoi dont wish to commit the same mistakes again. and i will play my best to become the 'PERFECT' person even thought it may not sounds to be attainable!