Another lazy day

I have been researching for my module physiology & anatomy these few days and i have yet to found alot of useful information. Damn RP, i thought their 6p will spoon feed u the whole idea of the topic but in this case the answer is no. U have to do all the research yourself. WTF! I should not have come to rp. okay lets skip that topic anyway since i have to do it sooner or later. Tmr is the last day of the week and i wonder how should i spend this count down day with? Having a girlfriend or a partner is so good at this point of time as you get to spend a great time with him or her. I guess it will be another lonely year for me.... Haiz...sch weeks is gonna start soon. another 6 weeks of sch left and i will be promoted to year 2! I hope this semester pass real fast and i dun have to worry certain things.

Invinsible

It has been a while since i have the mood to write a post in this blog post but i will keep this blog personal. It has been long since my last post. In the end , i am still single. I chose to back out in the relationships that i chose to be in. This is top avoid the harm brought to me. Every days passes and i feel certainly stronger as i learn and experiences new things. I feel that in the past i am childish and immature but now i will not say that i have learn everything but i assume i have the right to say that I AM CERTAINLY MORE MATURE AT THIS POINT OF TIME. Even in relationships, i do not wish to go back to the worst memories. I have learn alot. There is one thing that makes me very sad. Throughtout all this 18 years of my life, i have never actually beaten myself before. PPL always say the biggest oppentent in your life is YOU yourself. However, i haven never been able to fully control my desire, principles and my morale. I feel that i cant. I still belong to the nature where my emotions are being controlled my nature. I have alot of thing to say to myself and to reflect on. I do not wish to carry a life where there is no point or objective. I hope things would go on smoothly for me as i could sense that there is a great trouble coming before my eyes. I hope my next relationship will be the last and final.... I feel very sick and tired of this ...2013 is coming and i still want to stay in 2012. 2012 has been a fun year for me as i met ppl with different attitudes, working space and personalities. It can be great if i could have been a better person.