At A Speed Of Sound

Time flies at a speed of sound or faster should i describe as.... If you notice carefully a year is like a month, a month is like a day and a day seems so short...Now that the december sch holidays is coming to an end soon! Very fast indeed!

I wanted to write all my thoughts in this blog... Everyday i having been thinking, whether i am working, gyming, sleeping or anything, i always have certain thoughts in my mind... These are what keep me going...

Lets talk about targets... Let me tell you.. Looking back about 10 years, maybe, my top 5 dreams are like wanting to have a toy or something and getting good results is all i need to do! But now, look at me! MY dreams and targets totally changed... Time can really change a person... And thats for sure!

I had 5 targets... The dreams that are very important in my life and they are all achieveable if i put in the hard effort.... I need to put in my blood and soul into it... Nothing comes grest without a sacrifice!

1. I wanted to good o level score to proceed to a poly of a course of my own choice
2. I wanted to have a lean and muscular look

I will not write all my targets down but these 2 targets will be areality soon! i need to have confidence in me... But franking speaking, i start to loss confidence in my slef, i do not not why! I start to be shy at things that seems so normal to other people, i am doubting myself even so!

Please someone help me to get over these differcult phrase of my life... I do not want to go through something without anyone at my side giving me encouragement!

Very Bored....

Life is very bored without work or going out with friends or even have a girlfreind.... Life can be very meaningless without them... My seniors once told told me that once i had reached a certain age in my life, i would start a feel a awkard and unique sense of boring...And these are the things that i need... Hahax feel awkard thinking about this... But nevermind i will be working for more days next week instead of 3 days i a week...

Next week in the release of N level results.... I am sure that this year students taking the n level are as nervous as when i was in sec 4 taking my n level... I am very sure of that... But worry not, if u have done your best in the exam, you at least worry less that the other ppl...

Next upcoming event is christmas... I also do not know what to do for christmas... Thinking of going out with friends to celebrate it but i also feel like staying at home to rest and go work... I do not know, i am at loss...

I wonder what are my friends doing now... Are they working , enjoying , going back to school as an alumni , going back to help out at cca???? I do not know what are they busy wif now??? I guess all of the option bah... I saw some sec 4 express ppl working in shop and save near my hse.... hahax

i had many mixed feeling, thinking of many ppl in my mind... I wanted my wishes to be granted in christmas.( IF CAN!!!) i am bored when staying at home, i allso cannot workout because i went to the gym yesterday and found my body is very tired and i need to take few days off from training... What is life to me without workout?

I heard somebody once said something, i could not recall the full things that the person said but what i could recall is that the person said that life is only meaningful when one could spend time with family and friends, awwww!!! my heart is filled with envy when the person said this....

Okay i will write up till here! Till the next time we meet! EasY!

No More Sundays

From last sunday till now , i have been resting at home because i have no work, apart from heading to the gym... I got plenty of rest at home and tmr will be my first day of work... So sianz, when i think that my first day of work of the week start tmr! Nevermind i have been working there at least for a week already! I should be famililar with the people there and facilities there... So sianz, today i went out to bedok interchange and bought 2 new shirts that will be used for working... I cant keep on using the same shirt everytime.... Hahahahahax tmr happy working!

Trapped In A Cycle

I am currently trapped in working life now, currently i got no time to head to the gym for workouts, i will try to do that on my off days next week. Tmr i will be working 2 jobs, and that would be damn tiring... But no choice lah! Tmr is my 4th day at work and i am learing alot of things.. I really hate being a rookie and attached to someone and i had no freedom... I guess all working life is that unfair and there is nothing to be surprised about...I hate some of my superiors man! But i wanted the money so i gotta bear all this fuck shit stuffs... Some of my fellow seniors are also fucking retarded and i fucking hate that... No choice working life is just that tough! IF one could not bear all the stress or whatever you wanna call, he or she is not fit to work i the society anymore, he or she may as well better off staying at home and iddle...

After few days of no workout, i hope my body do not break down because i have been eating the hotels canteen food... I tried to eat more greens every day as its limit is never ending... Thats a good thing but the food there taste not really that good. If you ask me to rate the food there upon 10, i will give it a 4... A 4 points, is a generous answer already but honestly it is a 3 or 3.5... Whatever! I also cannot do anything about... I am working A shift tmr.... I really hope time pass very fast tmr and it will be a smooth wan... I hope tme dont pair up with a fucking bastard attitude senior if not hard to work with, this is my biggest concern!

Okay, write up till here. I wan to dl more music now....

LIFE AT WORK

the life at work is very different from what i think man!!! It is completely different especially working as a low ranking worker at a top world class hotel...Everybody seems so different from what i had ever imagined... They seems to feel funny over small matters and usual matters... But i do not feel funny at all, they seems 99.9 percent different from me.... I hate some of the people there but i had no choice but to work if not when i quit after a few days, people will think that i am a wimp would could not stand pressure... What had happened today, my mentor got complained by the guest for doing things that are not correct, to them at least.... Feel sad for him, in the first place, he should not be doing it... The work i s very boring especially when i just only a rookie... Whats more? I could not imagine what will come in my way for tmr, i only know when the time is up, i just pack my bag and go home... For that i will get paid and my job is done.... One matter that sticks in my mind is the name tag i lend it to a guy.... Fucking hell, i now do not know where did he put my name tag.... Tmr i hope that matter will go smooth if not i will have to pay for it.....I dun really like the people i am working with... They are all retards especially the person who took my name tag... What the fuck! i will stop for now, hope tmr will be another smooth day! May god bless me!

LONG JOURNEY!

Today morning i went to gym to workout out from 11.30am to 1.30pm... Hahax thats quite shoik man, i wish i have a longer time to workout.... So nervous i tmr start my first day of work and i really really hope that everything could go smoooth and i will do my very best and not to spoil my fathers reputation and i tmr also go NTUC work from 5 evening to 10 nite... Sounds damn tiring and futhermore today i did no have much rest, i dun know whether i can take the stress load tmr, i hope nothing could go wrong... now i am downloading we got married episodes from daily motion, i hope to watch some of them before i sleep.... Haha DEJAVU seems to occur on me this days, all the things that i dream of seems to happen and it is real!!! Sounds creepy! okay today i will make the post real short because i wan to do some other things already and i will up the blog real soon!

Increased Weight!!! Fat???

No NO NO NO!!! i am not talking whether i am fat or not... I am talking about the weight that i can bench press have gone up... At the last post i said i was doing 15 kg, but now i am actually doing 17.5kg.... hahax that may sounds little to you but i have not reach my maximum potential yet.... I can do more than 8 reps of benmch pressing 17.kg and that means it is still not heavy for me yet... Futhermore even when i am in a tired condition after doing my abs workout, i still can bench press 17.5kg more than 8 reps... Wag it go, EASY! happy for a little man...

Btw i am staring work on monday!!! Excited on my first day of work and i am working 2 jobs at the same time... Time to get back cash i that i have been spending!Hahax now finish my workout, now typeing this post....