Blink Of An E.Y.E or Just A Dream Only ?

I am not fully aware that whether mr leow would be reading this post but i will still write this post....Time flies as i am already in sec 4 now....3 years ago down the road, we were all still in sec 1....I was wandering that time flies but i still cherished the good memories amoung me and my friends...Was it just a dream or was it something true? I still remember the whole incident or should i say situation when i was in sec class 2A, i had a very deep impression of me 2 teachers in sec 2A.... Today Mr Leow wrote something very unpected to us telling us not to give up and to endure to the very end...I felt that was very unexpected as i could tell that he had bottled up all his thoughts and finally told us about it....I am happy to see what he had written which i never expected fot it....This had caused me to write today post in order to show and express out my feelings for my both form teachers in class....I would want to give my sincere gratitude to both of them for being so patient and understandable...By seeing what had mr leow had wrote to ask, i felt that it is not a simple task to write a essay for our whole class....He mentioned mnay things in the essay where by he wanted us to stay focus in our n level so that we could pass on to the next year....But dont you worry Mr leow, i will do my best not to let you down, i will endure to the very end to achieve what i inspire to be...I think my other friends will also be happy to read what you have wrote for them....Thanks for the paper crane and star, i really hope that you could read my post...When Mr leow mention 2A, the fragments of memory was long kept in myself...I just had had to search it in my mind and recall what it is like...The moments where i was in sec 2A was a fruitful wan...I too agree that the science lesson that mr Leow and Mrs Queck had conducted were really fun....Dont u know that i had never fail science once , when i was in sec 2A....Hahaha...Time flies, it is just like a dream ....I could still at least believe in it maybe...Last time till now, our faces had changed alot but still we are what we are.....

Busy.Busy.Busy

So long, no post coming in liao.....My friends kept asking me to update it but i was too busy with my life and got no time even to write a post... Alot of things happen to me and i felt that it was a burden to me as my n levels drew near... I had to spend my time studying but i also still got go physical training with friends every saturday just to maintain body fitness. I guess i am really un happy as there are really alot of things happening to me these days. Whether may it be family problems, friends problems or daily life problems, i felt that it is damn hard to cope with the increasing amount of problems i had...I could not leave all my problems on its owns , or i will be considered as a looser...Anyway i am leaving soon , out to find and achieve my dreams... i have never think of this will happen to me... I had no choice but to make such an option in my life. I felt that when leaving, i am with nothing....I did not mix well enough with my class mates during my early secondary years despite all my seniors telling me so...I felt so not complete as a person...Now that i am leaving, i just had to close my eyes and to leave quitely...But i really think if i have been given one more chance to go back into time, i will agree to that and grip hold of the opportunity to make the best out of myself....Now that it is one week before n levels, i had to study study study and do nothing....After this period ends, i will be free but still i wanted to get less than 19 points for my n levels so that i could take my o levels when i leave this place.... My parents did ask me not to leave but it seems they will support in whatever i do, i am happy for that....As i treated my n levels like a conflict happening... I wanted to end this conflict once and for all with looking back...Too many things had been happening to me these periods of days in sch....I have no options but to swallow up my pride as i do not want to be at a disadvantage...I got no choice but to put my pride and self esteem at stake...I did that to survive merely.....After all this, i will not live in this way any more... i will live in the fullest in my self....