Money...Money...Money

Money money where are u all at?? when u all are supposed to be in wallet waiting for me to spent u all. Haizz... when it comes to money, i am going to have a bad headache, damn they are so hard to get.... Futhermorei need them to survive. Even though i am in holidays period right now, i dare not underestimate that i do not need much money... First, class outing is a really big issue... When going out with friends, i need money to spend and the cost is never cheap...Hahax i just went to sing at k box wednesday and that alr cost me 12 bucks.... FTW, why the prices of everything is increasing and our salary is still the same... Also, i just bought a 100% gold standard whey protein(5lbs) for 102 bucks at GNC store... Woah, that fucking cost me a huge sum of money damn i also wanted to go on a healthy diet in conjusction with my weight training... Even going to the gym needs money, and i can bear to pay the amount of money... It cost 160 bucks for one year... Damn it is damn ex, i cant afford it... When it comes to my diet, i need to buy groceries, especially healthy one which costs more, but there are some things that are 2 expensive! such as packet salads.... I need to but things that are convenient as i need to have food going throught my body from time to time... HAiz sianzzzz, i really wanted to start my workout and diet regiment but seems i am lack of funds to do so.....Why is it so hard to get money, damn i need these few days i got to eat my meals at hoe to save more money.... In order for buying more groceries and gym admission fees, i am willing to save up.... I am scared that when i actually save up the money, i do not have enough time to go gym and train... I am afraid that even buying a week's supply of food will alr cost me a bomb in my wallet.... I finally know how is money hard to earn, they are so easy to spent but hard to get it back in the walllet.

First Time

Man, this is the first time having wushu during my Holidays... At the start, when wan to wake up very early, fucking tired sia, somemore i felt house like 8.55 am sia and guess what??? I am late for wushu... Woah today i learnt alot in fanzi quan, very tiring but also very promising... Then we went to have our lunch at cause way point, thought the food was good but i did not manage to have my fill, that means i am not full... Okay skip that topic, this friday going to east coast park to cycle with my friends and eat dinner there. It should be damn fun, it is alr the 3rd class outing and this shows how bonded our class is!!! HO HO HO! this has been the 6 or 7th week alr, time flies man... I really got to buck up alot on my modules, seems like i need to plan more time studying and guess what? i am spending my time here writing a blog post... HAhahhaha i hope that will not affect me much, tmr i will spent my time doing things that i haven got the time to do like buying things that i haven got the time to buy... My friend plan a hiking trip but do not know when to go??? Dammit, i cant wait to go hiking, it can test gow physically strong i am.... Maybe i will plan a trip to sentosa soon! Okay that enough, i will write up till here, until next time!

Another Day I wasted...

Today i plan to download all the 6p and study for my oming UTs but i think i have to shift this thing to tmr... I stay and rot at home, and went to visit my grandmother... Plus i got free dinner at her house. Damn my Exams are at around the corner man! i cant slack sia!!! AFter getting my salary for this month, i will use 160 bucks to join the gym near my huse for a year and i need more money to buy fresh foods stuffs... I got sick of eating outside food, even thought they are kinda nice to eat, but come on, they are fucking unhealthy... It is way more healthy to cook and eat at home.... Haiz, there is this 2 week holiday that will start this coing monday, plus tmr, I GOT WUSHU TRAINING, no rest for me.... MY class is planning the 3rd outing.... Sial lah!!!! They wan go east coast park! Funny they live so far , somemore wan to come east coast park to cycle and eat at the lagoon there!!!! Woah for me is okay de cause so near, i can even walk there! Also there is this OB class remedial coming very soon, the faci is leaving!!! NO!!!! He is my good role example... Such cool guy with big chest and biceps.... Damn sure my idol, needa learn from him! I feel it very funny when i say he so manly, then my friend say i gay!!! Fuck it, he is my role model not some kind of wife or what!!!!! Haiz, tmr i must try to learn my fanzi quan routine as much as i can, that is when i can put in the 'flavours' in my routine... I will try to beat all of them! Something just came out of my mind. I really need to visit my grandmother often, since she is bored.... Maybe if next saturday free for what, bring her go east coast walk at the beach areas there.... I will not make the same mistakes again.... I knew it is sometimes hard to get over something but nonetheless, i still must be strong.... Hahax, i still listening to DING DANG's song....woah..damn nice to listen especially CAI BU TOU....wah very nice!!!! There are still things in my mind that i cannot get over, it is a little awkard to say it out but, i can forget that matter no matter what i do... ANyway give my more time, i am sure that if i keep myself occupied, i sure get over it very fast...If i cant get over it, i will write a post on it!!!! i really hope i do not have to do it to such extent!

I Can't Guess

There are many things in life indeed that we cant just assume or guess. When the outcome is made know to you, you will just feel very depressed or somewhat maybe get a shock out of your whole entire life. There are countless things that i perfer not to know about the outcome. It just cant get off my mind. The truth is hard but i need to overcome it, i will not fall. These few days, i have been telling my friend that he has something that i will not have... This made him very curious but actually in my heart i am dieing to have this 'advantage' at my comand. I feel depressed man, nevermind i just concentrate on my workouts, wushu and my studies. Others will be put aside. FML!

FML!

woosh, i am back, i decided to write a short post today because i am bored from studying the OB module, damn once again LEO is down again, the system really suck to the core man, FTW... i cant even read my pre reading class materials, i can say for sure, 90 %, tmr i will be blur as fuck....Damn lets skip the topic, i have been thinking that should i put in the FINAL desicion that i should totally withdraw from wushu... IF the answer is yes, my next post title will be TALK BIG ONLY , NO ACTION DONE !!! wait, i have not make the decision yet, i just need a little more time before i make my desicion. damn i am very afraid that i will make the wrong desicion... I am planning to go polyclinics tmr, cause fuck it, i got fever with sore thoart:( damn my number one enemy !!! also these few days, i thought that i had to concentrate alot on my poly modules if not my grades will be constanly dropping, i want to go to a university... when i went to the talk session, i could sense the hungryness in each and every student and parent that they wanted to go to a university, damn this is keeping me very irrated cause they are all hungry for power!!! i am not shock but instead i am disgusted as some ppl that they can sacrifice anything to get to their goals. Tmr will be the opening of sch. sianz ah, have to wake up so fucking early. Plus tmr never go cca, i wil feel very bad for not going to cca. Damn, i guess this is a part and parcel of life. KAYs KAYs, i will write up till here, seeya another time!

So Fast

damn it has been quite some time that i write a post, well because i am 2 busy with my sch work and personnal life... Das to say that today, i am down with fever and it has been a troublesome experience for me. Damn, somemore next tuesday i nid to get ready for my Ut, damn the 6p, so much sia, i cant remember all sia. How? Futhermore i monday never train wushu cause i now seiously got no strenght left in me now. I am thinking of joining the gym at kampong chai chee cc, as i heard there is a one year membership, so i no need to go 2 far for gyming. But i heard that the membership fees is quite expensive sia. Haiz, tmr seems like i must go choing my revision for OB, if not confrim die wan sia. Just gonna write up till here, Bye!

Down To Earth

Damn, today is sunday and it has been a fruitless day for me. Except from a workout out i did, i did not read the pre-reading materials for my upcoming module, science. When i am up to facebook, i see ppl typing post like i have been studying the whole day, oh fuck my life, fml man! i am so demoralised by that. Tmr is a fresh wk but i only need to go sch for 2 days and the rest are holidays. i want to make good use of it for my wushu and studies. I gotta catch up from what i have been osing out. Damn tmr by be the 5th week of the semester, and very soon it will be the 6th wk alr.... Damn time flies, better not to go too close with my current classmates, if not when time comes, we are to seperate, that will be hard to do do man.... Better warn myself! Tmr will be a training day. I must learn finish my fanzi quan... It is a must-learn finish routine for me. Damn the routine has a lot of flowery moves but very little difficulty or arieal movements, anyway in overall i like the routine very much:) And next i will move on to shuang gou! Yeah! I hope tmr for sience, i will be contributing a little more, lady's luck is not always with me everytime. I got to get an A if not my module got very little A. Bye! Gotta go!

Screwed Up Day

Today is a screwed up day. Damn ass, i just make a fool of myself in class today... Haiz sianzzz.... Btw the module for today is organisational behavior. Wow, i should really admit that this is the first failitator that let me nervous when presenting. Damn why am i like that???? Screwed Up! I tell you, i will not be the same for my next presentation.... I really need to buck up alot in my modules... Damn sia, i seriously lagging up in my poly studies... Soon there will be holidays coming my way, i think i will be training very hard, then also need to study all the 6ps. Short post for today! I better be off writing my personal reflection.

Tedious

Today is vesak day or whatever... I am trying to spent most of my time recovering from the tedious life i had in poly life. Damn, i had alot of bad opinion about that. Damn, i really wanted back my high school life. Let me tell you the bad things about poly life, FYI i am in rp. Okay, first i hate about the RJ thing that i had to write in in every module. Thats not the main point, the main point is that if the RJ written by u is out of point or there is any english error or what shit in there, damn there goes your daily grade man! I had one module called Communication. The rj that i wrote, the facilitators thinks it is some kind of shit i am giving her. I feel like an big fuck idiot for writing that rj. Damn my communication are dropping, i need to fid a way to pull it up, if not later ah got big issue. Secondly, when sch ends, i still have to attend my IG. Okay, for the IG part, it is my own will to attend it and i wish that there are more training days for me to hone my skills for competition. Also the ppl in my IG is damn damn damn good, friendly, and most of all, humble and nice ppl, especially the former seniors, president and even the former president and vice president. They are all friendly and they encourage u to go for the better. But however the moment thta i stepped out of my class, i alr feel that i am half dead man, really sia, i feel that i am about to slp for 4 hours. But still i have to attend the IG. It is my fews years of hard work and i cannot bear to give it upon. NO, i will never give up, i wanted to saty to its end and see my fruit of labour and at that point of time i will be feeling damn damn damn shiok. Okay, it is not time to complain about sch life being tedious, but rather i had to set and focus my mind into the things that i do.Damn i miss y friends in high sch....must make an appointment with them!