Tedious

Today is vesak day or whatever... I am trying to spent most of my time recovering from the tedious life i had in poly life. Damn, i had alot of bad opinion about that. Damn, i really wanted back my high school life. Let me tell you the bad things about poly life, FYI i am in rp. Okay, first i hate about the RJ thing that i had to write in in every module. Thats not the main point, the main point is that if the RJ written by u is out of point or there is any english error or what shit in there, damn there goes your daily grade man! I had one module called Communication. The rj that i wrote, the facilitators thinks it is some kind of shit i am giving her. I feel like an big fuck idiot for writing that rj. Damn my communication are dropping, i need to fid a way to pull it up, if not later ah got big issue. Secondly, when sch ends, i still have to attend my IG. Okay, for the IG part, it is my own will to attend it and i wish that there are more training days for me to hone my skills for competition. Also the ppl in my IG is damn damn damn good, friendly, and most of all, humble and nice ppl, especially the former seniors, president and even the former president and vice president. They are all friendly and they encourage u to go for the better. But however the moment thta i stepped out of my class, i alr feel that i am half dead man, really sia, i feel that i am about to slp for 4 hours. But still i have to attend the IG. It is my fews years of hard work and i cannot bear to give it upon. NO, i will never give up, i wanted to saty to its end and see my fruit of labour and at that point of time i will be feeling damn damn damn shiok. Okay, it is not time to complain about sch life being tedious, but rather i had to set and focus my mind into the things that i do.Damn i miss y friends in high sch....must make an appointment with them!