Am I willing?

Now is 2.08 p.m currently and i am at my sch com lab updating my blog....sounds lame right??? but i have alot things to account to...thats y i am writing this post...some things do not seems to bother me that much but it seems that it hurts me the most.. like i saw someone posting a good quote that i wanted to state it here...it says that some words are easy to text but not easy to say it to the person...i feel the same here...Okay firstly, yesterday i bought 2 black couloured tank top customed to my body shape...I think that it makes good combination with my lee cooper jeans at home....okay thats something i am happy about but the rest is not...now i could use it for my weight and abs workout at home or at the gym....there is something thing that i wanted to tell my friend about but i find it very hard to open my mouth to tell the words out of my mouth....I do not have the guts to tell it all out...May it be a he or she but i feel that it is hard to express myself...i really wanted to tell him that but i am afraid that person do not understand what i am trying to say.......so at the end of the day, i always think myself at the wrong... haiz sianzzz...................