So long....

hah it has been so long that i have just log in to my blog....I have beed very busy with my life but still i have some probelms stuck in my mind that i think for a long time....During friday it was my sch celebrating nation day...It was one of my happiest moment cause I managed to get the oscar award for good cca performance...I felt that the award was not so important cause that i find the award not really that grand...But nevermind i still got an award, it is common for me to happy happy a while...I felt that national day is a very meaningful day where my sch celebrated as one big family on that happy day...And i finally got my apple i touch back from my cousins...I can finally use it to go face book and twitter...I am so happy for all things i had in life...I think for so long that i am really contented with all the things i had already had now...But what hurts me is my n levels in coming really very soon...I had to spend most of my time to my studies and could not train hard for my beloved wushu...I have been lagging in that man!!!! I think i already fall back abit from my friends... I hate to lose man!! But not to worry, I need to make this pressure in me to change it into energy for me to work harder...Today i will not be going for my sch wushu training...I wonder in my mind that will guang yao blame me for not coming today...I cannot imagine that if he would blame me... I am so afraid that would really happy.....that will affect me life man cause it will let me think of that everytime and i feel that will always stuck in my mind..To matter what, i am going to make it big in wushu....Pls god help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!